Ever get that feeling like you're missing something? Oh my gosh! I feel like I'm at this precipice and something really big is on the horizon and I'm anticipating it and am excited and jittery but I cannot put my finger on it. I keep wondering if this is because I'm not quite yet meant to see it or I'm just totally oblivious to what is right there! Then I ask myself, "is God trying to tell/ show me and I'm not listening enough?" So I try and listen harder and watch more closely. All I know is that there's good in store in big ways and our family will be able to live freely and artistically and begin to better accomplish what we were put here for. The best thing is, I know I'm not crazy because Jude feels it all too.
In the mean time, I will learn better patience. I'm used to waiting so you'd think I'd be better at it:) Oh, I start taking Italian lessons at the Italian Community Center San Diego in Little Italy on October 4th. I even sat down and learned the Italian alphabet yesterday so I'll have a basic knowledge before I start. Six different levels, each a certain amount of weeks and I should be speaking fluent Italian within a year. Perhaps that's part of this big "winds of change" thing I feel. For the first time, instead of being afraid, I'm acting on my goals. Hmmm.....
to be continued......
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Change can be a great thing sometimes:) I know for you, change is what is needed........ enjoy!
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